

Jamie, Kelbee, and Brie after they ran the 5K
We went to the Little Sahara Sand Dunes on Saturday May 24, 2008. It was a lot of fun. I have never seen anything like it before. It is about an hour and a half away from home, and as you turn the corner you see this little city of RV's at the bottom of sand mountain. As you get closer the hum of motors is all you can really hear. The girls had so much fun. Kelbee was out all day either on a 4-wheeler or the Prowler. Raimee liked it too, but she wanted to stay close to me. It was a really fun day in the sun-and wind!!!!

We went over to Aimee Cox's house and let all the kids play in their water toys and huge backyard. It is the perfect yard for kids! Me and the two little girls were out for a girls day out, because Todd was studying, when Katie called and invited us over. It was so much fun to soak up the sun and let the kids run out their energy!

This was truly the hardest experience of my life. I have never hurt the way I have with the passing of Ryan. I will miss him so much - but whenever I think about Katie and losing the love of her life I start to cry because she won't be able to smell his neck, have his hand on the small of her back, hand a baby off when you have had it and all of the other everyday things I take for granted. I hope she knows how much I love her and that I would do anything for her!!! They had the girls send off balloons to Ryan. Asha kept looking into the hole and worrying about them dropping and hurting Ryan. She wondered if she should fill in the hole so he wouldn't get hurt. I am so thankful to have the knowledge that I do, for the innocence of children and that I can live with my sweet bug and muchkins forever!!!!!







